Friday, August 22, 2014

ना जाने किसने हमें  रोका है
कि खुद को ज़ंजीर से बांध के
जेल में ताला  लगा के
दुनिया को बतलाया है की हम क़ैद हैं
क़ैद हैं यहाँ अरसो से , बरसों से
वो तरस खाते  हैं , हमे दूर से देख के चले जाते हैं

हमने छुपाई है चाभी कहीं
ना अपने आप को बताते , ना दुनिया को
गम में ख़ुशी का दीदार हैं करते
अपने ज़ख्मों को हम बहुत प्यार है करते

तख्दीर लिखी है ऐसी मैंने
कि जला  के बुझाने की कोशिश दर्शाते
मज़ा तो आता है उड़ती राख को देख के
जलाते भी हम हैं  , बुझाते भी हम हैं  और उड़ाते भी हम हैं 

Wednesday, July 30, 2014


It is difficult when it comes to expressing myself…A word spoken out  increases my  heart beat … and another word makes my body warm…saliva is all there inside my mouth.. I took a gulp of it into my lungs creates thunder and storm inside my mind and heart… my eyes turned pale and restless during this endless meaningless conversation…I am waiting for a conclusion, a conclusion which would bring peace …but there I can see thousands of arrows coming this way through heartless bow with judgmental sharp points. It hurts.

Saturday, July 26, 2014


The more I know people…more I loose faith in you..God…I want to be alone and close to you

Sunday, June 22, 2014

HBD



My Birthday is today... My friends bought cake for me......there is no one else around.. was it that cold breeze that made them present here?  ..I can inhale this air
without any hindrance, this is so much satisfying,, the gifts I can see....those colored boxes with silver ribbon on each...
I do not want to open them..they look beautiful that way..but my friends..they are not uttering a word...all I can see is a humble smile on their faces..
Please say something... wish me..hug me tight... tap on my head.. make jokes on me... be weird ... but don’t be silent…
I opened my eyes...few tears rolled out... each of them I counted as my birthday gifts...the memories…

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Please don’t drag me to death in pieces by pretending to others that I am an extremely good person…I am a bad person.. do not make me fake in order to be presentable enough to live in the society ..

Saturday, May 24, 2014