Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Life




Life is beyond religions, rituals, dos and dont's
Its about small moments , glance, feelings, freedom.
Sometimes it’s a Yes that changes a life and even a No could..
Silence, peace, music , thoughts, art, touch are themselves looking for life
People these days are emotionless, practical, money-minded, greedy and soulless
Where are humans..?? I hate being part of this race… it kills me deep within..
Life is all about moments ....

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

God I miss you

God ...I miss you..I miss taking to you...I miss having that feeling of keeping faith in you, I miss seeing your statues inside the temple. When did I forget you?  , when was that last conversation I had with you, I miss joining hands and making wish of meeting you , I miss you God... I don't want to die... I am afraid of dying..what if it was all a lie and you really do not exist? Whatever this life has given me..I am accepting it..life is going on... my heart is beating and I can smell life... but as I am growing old..I am going far away from you... please stay by my side and talk to me...I miss you.. I know you are not here right at this moment ... I wish you were here... Its all love and trust matter in the end... I love you...but trust on your existence is where I am lacking.. I need more time ... we'll meet someday...

Loneliness is the human condition.

Loneliness is the human condition.
Cultivate it.
The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you'll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way.
-Janet Fitch, White Oleander

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

The Song : Be Here Now-Ray LaMontagne




BE here now… is a song about wandering soul…in the heaven above… he died so many years ago…he is singing this song since then for her soul mate… he hates himself for doing this…he used to bless her for living and wished for her immortality …but now he wants her to be with him… in the heaven above… He is so sure about this…that she would be following his voice..this song…and will be soon here…. There is a silent crowd of Angels across his cloud… he is famous in heaven as well for his charm and beautiful eyes …. He is singing and waiting for his love….and there are millions of Angels already in love with him…but he is waiting only for her.... His Love..His Life …Please be here now…

-Shivani

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Sorry I didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings , but this is who I am


I was introvert by nature since my childhood, always secluded from the world, but its been an year and half people have started giving too much attention , asking about my health, proving how much they love me, showering blessings , love and flattering around .

This is making me feel sick.
I am all irritated to receive  such formal calls and go panic if I do not recive one. I feel like a murderer who is trying to hide its sin.

I want to be with very few people around me, people with same mindsets , that frequency should click , no formalities and less chaos .

Rest please stay away from me..for my well being... else I'll be dead soon and for God sake
  no need to visit during my cremation, please do not be fake, don't do it for society's sake , it all in the science, one has to die , but hello!! as of now I am breathing, if you want me to live longer ..kindly stay away.

Please stay away... Please!!!!!!

#Its a flaw in me, don't feel bad for yourself, you people are normal, I am not!

Monday, February 23, 2015

kyo?

Is baat pe fakra tha ki mei ek ladki hu
Ab kuch samajh nahi aata
Aisa lagta hai mujhe toda ja raha hai
Mujhe mehsoos karwaya ja raha hai
Ki mera sochna galat tha
Khud pe fakra karna galat hai
Mujhe apni chor ke sabki sunni chahiye
Mujhe khud se nahi sirf dusron se pyar hona chaiye
Aur zabardasti ka ye sab dhong karke
Mujhe khush dikhna chahiye
Hasna chahiye, muskurana chahiye

Anushasan ki dor se gala ghota ja raha hai
Maryada ke naam pe sukuun cheena ja raha hai
Jinse mei rishta rakhna chahu wo nazarandaz kar ke
Anchahi rishto ki bediyo mei jakda ja raha hai
Khuda wo mujhe duur se dekhta hai
Chah ke wo bhi kuch kar nahi paa raha hai
Uske hatho mei hota hai sirf zindagi dena
Wo bhi soch mei hai ki Insaan ka aisa hashra kaise hota ja raha hai